Me and my life....

Sat, 09 Oct 2004 23:52:39 GMT

The weekend from hell.... ENDS WELL

Sun, 15 Aug 2004 17:16:47 GMT

Well as you may or may not know I had a weekend from HELL.. I did absolutely nothing.. Friday night I stayed home alone from noon- midnight.. went to a 1:00 movie Bourne Supremacy it was pretty good.. I went with one of my BEST FRIENDS Travis we had fun! Then we walked around the mall and I came home and was home alone the rest of the night :( I went to sleep scared as hell and then woke up to another boring saturday.. woke up watched like 5 episodes of BEVERLY HILLS 90210.. went to the Jewlary store with my mom and her friend I got a pretty anklet for an early birthday present thats a *plus*.. then came home and stayed home until my mom and I decided to go out to sushi.. so we went to sushi and my mom asked me about why i was so depressed and we just sat ate sushi and talked about how i cant depend on some of the friends I have and how during 10th grade i need to assert myslef and get some new friends which i have already started to do... then we took a random way home and found a deserted parking lot and i drove around for half hour.. my moms car is sooooo NICE it drives like a dream.. then i got home at like 7:30 and talked to a person who im going to become closer over the next year from like 8-11 and then i fell asleep.. what an exciting day.. then this morning I woke up.. watched another weekend marathon of BEVERLY HILLS 90210 and i layed in my bed hoping that today would go better then yesterday because todays my last day of summer because I start school tomorrow.. i looked at my cell phone witch had a text message from the guy I like and he asked me if i wanted to go out to dinner im soo excited! I really like this boy.. so my weekend from hell ended with me getting out of my depression because someone actually wanted to make plans with me a simple thing like that makes me happy so my mission during 10th grade is to find some friends who will actually call me and say 'hey want to do something" instead of always making me call them and have them say "o sry i have plans".. and when those plans fail call me last minute.. well i think i am going to accomplish that within the first 3 months of 10th grade!

HOME ALONE ALL DAY!!

Fri, 13 Aug 2004 17:27:48 GMT

Hey guys I have a really fun day planned out Im so extreamly excited.. Guess what im doing today?.. Hm I dont think you can guess but the title so ill have to tell you.. IM HOME ALONE ALL FREAKING DAY I HAVE NO PLANS! Im the luckiest girl that I know.. u know why I have no plans because once again I have 2 best friends that I am usually always with and unfortunately today they both have other plans.. so what is there for me to do.. ususally when this happens I have my mom to do something with but today she not only going out this afternoon 1-4 but also tonight like 5- midnight so i am SERIOUSLY home all day no exaggeration necessary.. lol so im home but myslef pretty much for 12 hours.. I kinda wish i was a bad kid because then for sure Id have a party but unfortunately I like having my moms trust and trusting myslef that I wont break it so I am probably going to try to make plans/ or sit on my ass and do nothing all freaking day and talk to people who have fun exciting interesting lives unlike me who has never really had a life.. when i try to make friends and plans with people they usually dont work out so.. That why i guess im content with having no friends because then i cant get stood up! But i need a life i need more friends who i can depend on and do things with.. i never have sleepovers that arnt at my house i need to have frieds whos houses i can go and chill at and stuff like that.. i need to be a normal teenage girl.. i feel like i will never been. and i never have been a normal teenage girl.. and i dont know why.. some people say that its because of my fathers death that i matured faster then i should have and i skipped out on part of my child hood.. o well ill see if i end up messed up in my future and i guess ill pay for it then if i am..
COMMENT IF YOU LOVE ME!
*Brittany*

OMG IM soooooo Happy!

Tue, 10 Aug 2004 23:48:15 GMT

Hey yall,
remember that boy I was obssessing about? Well were going to the movies tonight!!! I am soooo excited I am also nervous! I am going to spend like 3 hours finding the perfect outfit and hair style.. I want to look drop dead georgeous so that we can go out again and so that he'll love me! I want this boy to be my boyfriend... I like him soo much! wow! I hope hes not a jerk because all i want is for tonight to go well! then ill be sooo fucking happy... ill update either later toinight or tomorrow after cheer practice.. we have cheer from 8-11 tomorrow.. were going 2 b working on extreme routines for football season.. that shouldent be too bad! I mean even though its gonna be hott as hell. oo well wish me luck tonight!
*Brittany*

Nicole and I decided to have somefun with the camera!!

Tue, 10 Aug 2004 22:43:46 GMT

Hey people whats up? Last night and Today Nicole and I decided to take some random pictures! There halarious I hope that you enjoy them as much as we did! We had so much fun taking these pictures! I have never laughed that hard in a while!! Here they are enjoy...

that is Nicole relaxing watching tv after a hard day at cheer!

i want you! (Me randomly pointing to the camera)

Nicole Kissing the camera!

my puppy CHICO isnt he cute!?

our FEET! Dont they smell pretty?

us kissing the camera!! arnt we sexy?

Beeessstest Friends FOREVER!

we took showers and then we took a pic of us in towels! Fun stuff!

Nicole looking at the computer!

trying to get a tan!!

nicole jumping off the diving board!

cannon ball!

beautiful toe touch! w/ pointed toes an everything

well i hope you enjoyed my pictures

*Brittany*

New Shoes Cure the Blues!

Sun, 08 Aug 2004 22:34:34 GMT

well as you all know I was kinda feeling a little sad because that guy that I called didn't call me back well he still hasn't so my friend and I came to the executive decision that I should call him so I called and it was busy then I called again and he wasn't home and his little brother said he was with his friend named Travis and he told me to call back later, so thats what i'm going to do! Anyway my mom and I decided that we would go shoe shopping! becuase my mom had a 25$ off cupon at DSW little did that do we still spent 300$ lol :) Here are my shoes that I bought comment if you think there cute!

this is a beige slip on converse its soo comfortable!

Pink adidas there pretty cute! the whole bottom is pink! :)

light blue and dark blue slip on pumas there awesome! Looks good w/ blue jeans! hehehe

side view: of sandals that my mommy bought! I think im going 2 be borrowing those...

heres a top view! arnt they pretty?

heres another pair of sandals that my mommy bought There not as cute but I still might borrow them!

heres the shoes im wearing tonight! Arnt they adorable!?

im wearing them with these new pink pants and this sexy black top from victoria secret! I might post a picture of the outfit later if im bored enough!

well thats all the shoes i bought! hope you like um cuz one of these days my shoes are gonna walk all over you! (lol random song)

I hope I dont get Burned...

Sat, 07 Aug 2004 23:17:43 GMT

I have the feeling Im going to get burned by the guy that i called... the one that I talked about in my previous entry alot of you know who im talking about... But as you know I called him on Wednsday Night and we have a sparkling conversation we seemed to have mutual feels I thought he liked me.. then when we hung up he asked me for my # and said hed call me on Thursday night because he had plans all day thursday so I stayed up until Midnight on thursday night and i didnt get a phone call from him! It seemed like I got a phone call from everybody but him. Then i said to my slef maybe hell call me tomorrow because he was busy Thursday night and didnt want to wake me.. so I wasnt too upset because we had discussed plans for Friday but all of Friday went buy no phone call from him.. So I thought at least hed call today and almost all of Saturday is gone and No phone call from him.. I really like this boy and I think I set my self up to get burned and I really dont need to be burned rite now I want to know the signals im receiving are real! because I broke up with my boyfriend partially because of this boy.. even tho him and I were never going to work out! I mean I just hope that he calls me later tonight or tomorrow! O well i guess ill just have to wait even tho picking up the phone and calling hims seems pretty tempting every1 says not to call him.. Wait till he calls u! but what if he lost my number? then what ill just get all upset becuase i think he dosent like me.... I dont know i think i might just call him despite what every1 else says! I need to know why he hasnt called me back! im probably over reacting but im not in a very good mood and this dosent help at all!
O well Ill be happier after I take a shower!
*Briitany*

the phone is intimidating..

Thu, 05 Aug 2004 04:29:09 GMT

I am sitting here stairing at the phone... I am debating calling this guy that i like.. i have his number and everything and im just stairing at his # I have been sitting here looking at his number and holding the phone.. i think im going to call him.... ITS RINGING! yeah! (holding my breath) as he answers "Hi is ****** home?" "yeah this is he"..... wow this isnt as hard as I thought it would be....
1 hour later!.. wow i just talked to him (mystery man) for a whole hour it was sooo cool! were going to do something sometime this weekend and or Friday... im excited.. hes gonna make me choose what to do i dont have any ideas.. i need ideas!! anyways all that woirring for nothing.. i had an awesome conversation..im soooo happy! I hope that me and this guy work out because hes really sweet! Cool!! cool! well my body is soo exausted!!im going to bed! ... peace

Who has classes with me?

Wed, 04 Aug 2004 01:19:56 GMT

Hey I picked up my schedule today.. I slept at Nicoles last night and I chilled in her summer skewl class her class was the bomb! I left early went to pick up my schedule and then waited for a while for my counsler then i realised that that hoe wasnt comming anytime soon so I went to cheer practice 1-4 then waited again and finally fixed my schedule! I have
1. H. English/ Keton, H
2. Geometry/ Kim, S
3. Marine Bio/ Heston, J
4. H. World History/ Ader,E
5. Spanish 3/ Bergoin, N
6. CHEER
comment if you have any clases with me... I think that Mike M is in my 5th period and I know that Jennie and Stephanie are in my 1st period exciting shit! well comment anyone else whos in my classes!
**Anyways.... I am debating if i should call this guy I have his # and ive known him for a while and i think hes really cute and he goes to Granada and everything seems rite but i dont know should I??
let me know what you think... Im not gonna say who he is tho...

My Trip Was Awesome Look at my Pics

Tue, 27 Jul 2004 16:44:08 GMT

Soo.. My trip was Amazing! The weather was so niice i had such a great time i met some AMAZING people. The band was soo cool! they're so halarious, and i love them all like they were my brothers!! My cousins are so cute. I love hanging out with them They live right on the cape and every morning when I woke up I saw the ocean. Life is good there. I took sailing lessons, went to the county fair, swam in the Atlantic ocean, rode on sand dunes in the car, ( you have to take out the air from your tires in order to go on the sand) Every day we did something new and different. We went shopping in town it was sooo cool! Cape Cod is "My Home Away From Home" I have been going twice a year for the past 2 years... (for the past 4 years i have been going to Cape Cod during Thanksgiving) those are the cosuins out of state that im the closest too.... because all of my cousins live in the east coast...New York, New Jeresey, Cape Cod... I have 2 cousins here in cali well actually 3 Scott, Carri and Scott's wife Pattie... Carrie has a 5 year old and Pattie is pregnant so im not in too bad of a shape... here are my last pictures!

This is the band!! (left to right) Me!! Jeff, Peter, Keith..... They elected me band manager.

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This is me and my cousin Dylan in town the first day i arrived!!

The next day my cousins took me to this awesome beach! I actually swam in the Atlantic Ocean... The rumors are true it is 10 degreese warmer then the Pacific!

That night a band came to my cousins house to practice!! (because my cousin has a HUGE basement for them)... the band is really good!

That nightb my cousins and I got a little camera crazy!! But it was halarious! OMG!

Even my couisn Molly's toy dog wanted to join in on the fun!

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Thats Jeff! Hes the drummer for the band he thinks he looks smart like that "notice... He Thinks" lol J.P.Y.J I love u Jeff!

Heres another picture of that goof ball Jeff! Lol hes crazy!

Heres Peter (lead singer) playing guitar and haveing some fun with the camera!

Jeff playing guitar

My cousin molly and I on a ride at the county fair!

A sad good bye!

Im am soooo screwed!

Wed, 14 Jul 2004 01:26:09 GMT

I am so screwed! I'm so depressed! jesus christ what is wrong with me? Why do I always fuck up! I mean my god! My cell phone bill is fucking somewhere around 170$ what the fuck is wrong with me? I don't understand! I text way too much.. so im gonna fucking stop that shit right now! I have 400 minutes and I'm seriously gonna never ever use my phone... Only to call my mom! I swear! dang.. I'm so fucking mad at myslef becuase I coulden't go to my Boyfriend's game becuase of it...and now i don't think i'll see him before i leave for cape cod! now i cant even think about how excited i am because of my trip! what the fuck is wrong with me.. I ALWAYS FUCK UP!
I hate my life right now nothing is going my way! I need to be with my baby and i can't because of my mother who at certain times can be a real bitch! (But usually I love her and Usually shes the coolest mom ever!)
Ill be back from my trip on the 26th of July..
<3 Brittany

I bought a new digital camera

Wed, 07 Jul 2004 23:41:51 GMT

Hey guys i bought a new digital camera its a cannon a75 its really nice!! i bought it with the money that i earned at my job (Goldschmid Silver and Spindel a law firm) any ways today the little printer that i ordered for it came and i put all the pictures into my computer and printed them out! its sooooo tight! Well i have been sitting her for well over a half an hour trying to figure out how to post them in here and i cant! I need someone who knows how to help me!..... anyways im gonna get my mind off of that! Lets see!! since I last updated which was a long wile ago i went to cheer camp which was pretty fun... My room had sooo much food (Me Koli Steph and Alyssa) we were definately the food room.. we had fun my needless to say there was alot of DRAMA but what can u expect with 4 girls in the same room for 4 days and 8 girls all together i mean theres gonna be some drama! i just hope that before the school year starts that all the problems are solved and thanks to the Homework that we did at camp! i think that they will be! well anyways when i got home from camp i had my dance recital/ my moms birthday weekend then i worked some more and then 4th of July was the "Perfect day" first i had a blast with my BESTEST friend Nicole and then we went to c the fire works at shepard of the hills church and Chase asked me out it was so sweet and romantic he brought me and my mom flowers they were BEAUTIFUL!! hes so nice!! It was perfect! and then this week i have just been chillin at my house w/ my Uncle Vito hes painting my house becuase we go new furnature its nice!! im leaving in a couple of days for my Trip to CAPE COD omg you cant even imagine how excited i love it over there well gotta go ill try to figure out how to post pics later if anyone can help me please comment!!
<3 Brittany

Hey Fill this out!! 4 me PLZ

Sat, 19 Jun 2004 23:59:58 GMT

What Would You do if...
I cried:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got in a fight and you were there:
I got dumped:
I pissed you off:

What Do You Think Of My...
Personality:
Eyes:
Face:
Hair:
Clothes:
Voice:
Humor:
Choice of music:
Mannerisms:
Family:
Friends:
Decisions:

Would You...
Be my friend:
Tell me the truth no matter what:
Lie to make me feel better:
Spread rumors about me:
Keep a secret if I told you one:
Loan me some cash:
Hold my hand:
Take a bullet for me:
Keep in touch:
Try and solve my problems:
Love me:
Have Sex with me:
Ditch me:
Use me:
Date me:
Rape me:
Beat me up:

The Two Teams I Totally Despise!

Wed, 16 Jun 2004 03:22:56 GMT

I have two professional teams that i dislike with a passion.... One is a Major Legue Baseball and the other a National Basketball team. I will probably get alot of shit for this because both of the teams i "dislike" are teams that are very popular! The Baseball Team that i dislike is the New York Yankees because everybody thinks there "hott shit" well guess what the last world series they lost to the WONDERFUL Flordia Marlins! (thank you FLORDIA) so there not so hott any more!! And the other team is the LOS ANGELAS LAKERS there are some awesome players and all but over all as i team they dont work together too well its basically really good players they need some teamwork.... and this Championship the Pistons are doing an AMAZING JOB and i think the'll pull it off... I guess there not so hot either! I mean im rooting for them to win but like I think and East coast team deserves to win becuase the last East team the won was the Chicago Bulls in 1996 i beleive... But dont hold me on that one im not sure but i dunno.... well thats enough of that.. O ya on the radio Monday morning Howard Stern said "Ive decided out of the blue that im going to be a Clippers fan" and thats pretty tight so im gonna do that too but i mean they suck but it is kinda fun liking a team that sucks heheh! well maybe ill do that dont know im kinda tired watching the Lakers Loose 8:29 left in 4th 90-65 wow there getting killed! SRY LAKER FANS DONT HATE ME!
well g2g
payce <3 ~*Brittany*~

Thank God JV reveled

Sat, 05 Jun 2004 00:08:37 GMT

Omg! today JV finally told us who our damn big scots mine are Christina and Melanie they bought me the cutiest skirt its white and adorable um then my team except Kodi and Jennie :) Steph came for a lil while and we all swam cuz it was hot as hell today! Thank fucking god that SCHOOL IS OVER FOR ME. now we have 10 weeks in the summer hell ya! We have practice tho but its not alot so hell yeah! Well im so excited for vaca! payce out love ya!

I deserve to be happy

Mon, 24 May 2004 04:13:02 GMT

I deserve to be happy.. I shouldent be made sad by other peoples stupid drama.... I fucking hate drama. heres my theme song!
"So tired, tired of these drama
No more, no more
I wanna be free
I'm so tired, so tired
No more pain (no more pain)
No more pain (no more pain)
No drama (no more drama in my life)
Noone's gonna make me hurt again
No more pain (no more pain)
No more game (no more game messin with my mind)
No drama (no more drama in my life)
Nooone's gonna make me hurt again
No more tears (no more tears, I'm tired of cryin everynight)
No more fears (no more fears, I really don't wanna cry)
No drama (no more drama in my life)
I don't ever wanna hurt again
Wanna speak my mind, wanna speak my mind"
Mary J. Blige.
That is the best dayum song ever wrote and sung! I love her for writing that!
Another song that i love................ is Cant Hold Us Down by Christina Agulera

long ass servey! fill one out!

Sat, 22 May 2004 21:59:20 GMT

[x] Name: Brittany
[x] Birthdate: August 30, 1989
[x] Birthplace:Burbank, California
[x] Current Location: Granada Hills, California
[x] Eye Color: Greeny Blue
[x] Hair Color: Light Brown
[x] Righty or Lefty: Righty
[x] Zodiac Sign: Virgo
[x] Innie or Outtie: Belly botton? Innie
-----------------DESCRIBE------------------
[x] The shoes you wore today: Cheer Shoes (fund raiser) High heels
[x] Your eyes: There a Greenish blue have some gold flecks
[x] Your fears:getting heart broken, loosing best friend and or/mom

-----------------WHAT IS------------------
[x] Your most overused phrase on aim: nothin just chillin'
[x] Your thoughts first waking up:damn i dont want to get outta bed
[x] The first feature you notice in the opposite sex? eyes and personality
[x] Your best physical feature:eyes
[x] Your bedtime:i dont have one but im usually in bed at 10:00
[x] Your most missed memory: boating with my dad

-----------------YOU PREFER------------------
[x] Pepsi or coke:neither WATERS the best
[x] McDonald's or Burger King? Burger King
[x] Single or group dates: Both is cool depending one the person
[x] Adidas or Nike: Both Nikes tight tho!
[x] Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate
[x] Cappuccino or coffee: Capuccino
[x] Thongs or Panties: Thongs

-------------DO YOU------------------
[x] Smoke: nope!
[x] Cuss: a whole fuckin lot!
[x] Take a shower everyday: have to or else id smell
[x] Have a crush(es):yes on my Boyfriend
[x] Who are they: He is JOSH
[x] Do you think you've been in love?: um maybe with my teddy bear when i was like 5
[x] Want to go to college: yes I want to be a LAWYER
[x] Like high school: Yes its so much better then MIDDLE SCHOOL
[x] Want to get married: yes and have 3 kidds
[x] Type w/ your fingers on the right keys: um not usually sometime
[x] Believe in yourself: yes (si se puede
[x] Get motion sickness: nope
[x] Think you're attractive: um somewhat
[x] Think you're a health freak: yes i think i am
[x] Get along with your parents: my mom! (my dad died)
[x] Like thunderstorms: there awesome!
[x] Play an instrument: nope

------------IN THE PAST MONTH DID:/:HAVE YOU--------------
[x] Go to the mall: yes
[x] Eaten sushi: Yes (yellow tail is the best)
[x] Been on stage: yes (Cheer competition)
[x] Been dumped: yes By DUSTIN MCKENZIE
[x] Gone skating: no!
[x] Made homemade cookies: yes
[x] Been in love: no dont think so
[x] Dyed your hair: nope never
[x] Stolen anything: nope

-------------HAVE YOU EVER------------------
[x] Flown on a plane: no
[x] Missed school because it was raining?:no
[x] Told a guy/girl that you liked them? yes
[x] Cried during a Movie? ya (a lifetime movie)
[x] Ever thought an animated character was hot?: no
[x] Had an imaginary friend: when i was 3
[x] Cut your hair: ya (professionally)
[x] Had crush on a teacher? well is a baseball coach a teacher?
[x] Played a game that required removal of clothing? No
[x] Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: nope
[x] Been caught "doing something":yes
[x] Been called a tease: yeah by an ASSHOLE
[x] Gotten beaten up?:well kinda
[x] Been in a fight: kinda
[x] Shoplifted: nope

----------------THE FUTURE------------------
[x] Age you hope to be married: 26
[x] Numbers and Names of Children: 3 Destiny, Hope, faith,(for girls) boys... not sure
[x] Descibe your Dream Wedding: on the beach... late september or early october... sunset, walk along the beach with no shoes! :)
[x] How do you want to die?: happy
[x] What do you want to be when yo0u grow up?: LAWYER
[x] What country would you most like to visit?: Italy

-----------------OPPOSITE SEX------------------
[x] Best eye color: doesnt matter as long as you can stare into them
[x] Best hair color: brown
[x] Short or long hair: medium
[x] Best height: taller then me
[x] Best weight: mucualar not too skinny
[x] Best first date location: a house or sporting event

-----------------NUMBER OF-----------------
[x] Number of people I could trust with my life: 4
[x] Number of CDs that I own: 267 (I just counted!) thats mine and my moms
[x] Number of piercings: 4 but i want my cartlige and belly
[x] Number of tattoos: 0
[x] Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: none
[x] Number of scars on my body: hmmmm. 6
[x] Number of things in my past that I regret: 3

---------FAVORITES------------------
[x] Shampoo: Dosent matter
[x] Fav Color(s): Purple and Pink
[x] Day/Night: Nighy
[x] Summer/Winter: Fall (lol)
[x] Lace or Satin: Lace
[x] Fave Cartoon Character: Power Puff Girls
[x] Fave Food: mashed Patatoes
[x] Fave Movies: Liar Liar, Bruce Almighty
[x] Fave sport: TO watch Basketball.

----------------RIGHT NOW------------------
[x] Wearing: White shirt and BCBG jeans
[x] Drinking: Water
[x] Thinking about: My BF
[x] Listening to: television

---------------IN THE LAST 24 HRS------------------
[x] Cried: yes (Mr. Rivera)
[x] Worn jeans: ya right now
[x] Met someone new online: no
[x] Done laundry: Yes
[x] Drove a car: Nope no permit yet
[x] Talked on the phone: yes to my bf and a bunch of ppl

---------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN--------------
[x] Yourself: yea
[x] Your friends:most of them
[x] Santa Claus: no im a JEW
[x] Tooth Fairy: ya
[x] Destiny/Fate: yes sometimes
[x] Angels:not really
[x] Ghosts: no
[x] UFO's: no
[x] God: yes

--------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------------
[x] Do you ever wish you had another name?: sometimes
[x] Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend?: yes
[x] Do you like anyone?: my bf
[x] Which one of your friends acts the most like you?: Nicole Greto
[x] Who have you known the longest of your friends?: Travis Forbes
[x] Are you close to any family member?: yes My mom
[x] Who do you hang around the most?: my cheer buddies
[x] When have you cried the most: after my dad died
[x] What's the best feeling in the world?: being happy and carefree
[x] Worst Feeling?: finding out that you can never see your dad again
[x] What time is it now?: 3:03

Usher Burn

Fri, 21 May 2004 02:45:38 GMT

I don't understand why
See it's burning me to hold onto this
I know this is something I gotta do
But that don't mean I want to
What I'm trying to say is that I-love-you I just
I feel like this is coming to an end
And its better for me to let it go now than hold on and hurt you
I gotta let it burn
[Verse 1]
It's gonna burn for me to say this
But it's comin from my heart
It's been a long time coming
But we done been fell apart
Really wanna work this out
But I don't think you're gonna change
I do but you don't
Think it's best we go our separate ways
Tell me why I should stay in this relationship
When I'm hurting baby, I ain't happy baby
Plus theres so many other things I gotta deal with
I think that you should let it burn
[Chorus]
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know that it's through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
[Verse 2]
Sendin' pages I ain't supposed to
Got somebody here but I want you
Cause the feelin ain't the same find myself
Callin' her your name
Ladies tell me do you understand?
Now all my fellas do you feel my pain?
It's the way I feel
I know I made a mistake
Now it's too late
I know she ain't comin back
What I gotta do now
To get my shorty back
Ooo ooo ooo ooooh
Man I don't know what I'm gonna do
Without my booo
You've been gone for too long
It's been fifty-leven days, um-teen hours
Imma be burnin' till you return (let it burn)
[Chorus]
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn (let it burn, let it burn, you gon'learn)
Let it burn (gotta let it burn)
Gotta let it burn
Deep down you know its best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know that it's through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
[Bridge]
I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry (ooooh)
I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry (yeah)
[Breakdown]
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh oooh
Ooh ooh oooh (can ya feel me burnin'?)
Ooh ooh ooh oooh ooh oooh
So many days, so many hours
I'm still burnin' till you return
{Chourus}
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know that it's through
Let it burn
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My Zodiac

Fri, 21 May 2004 02:00:20 GMT

Virgo - August 21 – September 21
Most Compatible: Capricorn and Taurus
Somewhat: Libra, Scorpio, Leo and Cancer
Least: Sagittarius - unreliable
Pisces - gloomy, sullen, moody
Gemini - impractical, inconsistent
Neutral: Aquarius and Aries........................................
Ok hey i was wondering if this junk was true? So comment and tell me your zodiac sign and if its true?... Becuase i cant recall of the top of my head who im friends with that is a Pisces, Gemini and Sagittarius... Because.... i dont not like anyone right now! but if you can do me a favor and comment and tell me your zodiac sign please im doing a study. Thanks...............................
Today was an interesting day, i accidentally forgot to bring my cheer shoes so i had to wear Nicoles, she was so nice to let me borrow hers but her feet are smaller then mine and my feet hurt so bad! Its all good! Cheer practice was good! Stunting we actually got our press to full once! yippi now i know that we can do it again becuase it a study that if you have done it once you can do it again! So STEPHANIE dont worry we will get it again!
Payce, Josh I LOVE YOU
<3 Brittany

Thu, 20 May 2004 03:19:54 GMT

hey all my bizitches!
thats my new word k? Guess what im High on life im happy! im in a good mood! Wow! the KINGS JUST LOST or should i say that QUEENS heheh they lost by 3 and it was like last year when the LAKERS lost that 3 pointer in and out ya some guy took the shot and it went in and out! he was crying poor baby :( anyways the Lakers are gonna spank the T-wolves! hehehe (Maybe) not sure! But i think that was a good birthday present 4 kevin garnet (fyi today was his bday) and they won! ISNT THAT COOL? anyways im bored! so im gonna go shower and shave my legs (Yo voy a ir duchar y afeitar mis piernas) in spanish thank u very much! ya baby i rock at spanish!
Mr. Riveras 1st periods da BOMB! hell ya!
Well gonna go now
payce
<3 Brittany

ATTENTION JV CHEERLEADERS!!!!

Tue, 18 May 2004 01:21:34 GMT

THE FROSH/SOPH cheerleaders need to know who there big scots are!!! We were told that we were gonna find out in APRIL and guess what its MAY; May 17th to be exact! I mean come on this crap is rediculous like i mean my big scots havent written me back in like 2 months and im fucking pissed at them they suck! once they write me back i wont hate them but i want those but heads to write me back! NOW!!! I mean at the rate were going we'll find out when were on JV its stupid!! Anyways SATURDAY WAS AMAZING I HAVE A BOYFRIEND AND HES SO SWEET JOSH PRATT! he asked me out on Saturday while we were watching the LAKERS "SPANK" THE SPURS HELL YA BABY! He brought me a DOZEN PINK ROSEs :) and he bought my mommy some too they were pretty flowers! ISNT THAT SWEET? hes so sweet! im so glad that im with him! HES THE BEST!

Fri, 14 May 2004 22:46:47 GMT

Hey sweeties, whats up? Im kinda bored right now... its 3:33 make a wish.... Hmmmm I wish TO HAVE A LOVING RELATIONSHIP WITH THE GUY I LIKE AND I WISH THAT MY MOM LIKES HIM AND TRUSTS HIM... ok 3:34 wanna know something wierd that my dad and i had in common.. both my dad and i were born at wierd sugnificant times my dad was born at 3:33 am and i was born at 12:34 am isnt that cool and wierd my dad died at 1:11pm i think thats totally CRAZY.. but its also cool becuase he bragged all his life that he was born at 3:33 lol.. anyways Today is my GRANDMAS BIRTHDAY wanna know something else wierd in my family is couple matching zodiac signs.. My grandparents are both Taures' My parents were both Cancers' My uncle and his wife are also both Cancers! (I think) maybe not tho but im pretty sure... So that means that I might marry a Virgo! hmmm i dont know any Virgo guys... do i? well no one that im have a "crush on". The guy i like is a Aries i think his b-day is April something... Anyways No PRACTICE TODAY! HELL YA school I.D Pictures for next year and chilled... later tonight i have to go to chineese food for my Grandmas 72nd birthday! Its actually today!

superde duperde bored!

Mon, 10 May 2004 01:29:24 GMT

Hey im f-ing bored! Absolutely nothing to do but... type in my live journal.... So im gonna type whatever comes into my mind... my english teacher says that when you do creative writing about anything and you cant think of anything you write "i have nothing to write" over and over again and eventually something will end up comming to your brain! I tried that and it worked! it was pretty tizight! lol random word i am kinda just writing random thoughts down so pardon me if this doesnt make sence! lol hehe... after i am satisfied with this entry i am going to shower.. so i can be clean for school tomorrow and smell and look B-E-A-Utiful for the guy i like!... heheheh! anyways..... I have a delimna about the guy i like.. Its not that big of a deal but it kinda is (that really makes no sence whatso ever) but anyway. He is in my math class and hes really sweet and kind and nice and hes not like most other guys hes different but i cant quite put my finger on what it is that makes him so different (in a good way) ok your probably thinking what is that matter with him all you have said is good things.. but here comes the problem... hes 17 years old.. but he makes me happy when i see him at school or when we talk on the phone he like me and I like him. But im afraid of what my mom would say.. because when one of my close friends started going out with a 16 year old she was kinda uncomfortable and... i dont know if she still is or not. but i want her to know that i wont do anything stupid im not gonna have sex untill im WAY WAY WAY WAY older and ready for it. I wont do anything stupid and ill be a good girl. but how do i tell her? that is the issue. He doesnt drink he doesnt smoke he dosent have his lisence or permit. HES A VERY VERY good boy! and i really like him.. i dont know what to do? can you help? comment please and tell me what i should do?

Hey I need some LJ help!

Sun, 09 May 2004 22:45:34 GMT

hey people i want an icon and a theme and a background can anyone help me? I want to know how to change my mood and junk like that (omg! im already starting to talk like Josh shit) any way comment if you know how to help me..........................................
Today is Mothers day and we went to brunch with my family it was buffett style and seeing my UNCLE VITO eat was halarious he almost cleaned out the buffet! it was funny i almost died laughing! lol going to buffets with Itlains is pretty halarious i mean has anyone watched the buffet part of Analyze that... thats kinda how it is with my fam... but better!
its great!

Yesterday was cool!

Sun, 09 May 2004 01:04:47 GMT

Hey sweets,
yesterday was awesome! first of all i found out the guy i like likes me back too and he might ask me out! :) i hope he does! (Hes so sweet and nice) we went t-p-ing! it was cool and soo much fun! too bad that they caught us! they squirted the hose on us and we got sooking wet! it was cold! burrrrr! whoevertold them is mean! that sucks that they found out! o well it was fun anywayz! then Stephanie, Jennie, Alyssa, and Nicole all spent the night! first it was Me Nicole Jennie and Alyssa in my bed (a full bed) small! and stepahine was on the phone with her boyfriend. And i fell asleep then she came in to find a spot in the bed and there wasnt any so me and her decided to go sleep in the guest bed room. so we were up talking about her and her bf had talked about then she feel asleep in the middle of her telling me a story then we woke up at 9:00 and Alyssa came in and nicole came in and we watched Tv (Beverly Hills 90210) and then mi madre made chocolate chip pancakes bacon and eggs. Then we woke Jennie up..and we all ate! then Stephanie left and then we chilled in the bed and talked... over all today was really fun! Now im going to get ready for my GRANDPAS BIRTHDAY DINNER! Hes 77 today!